Wednesday, October 19, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:37 AM
i officially failed so many of my exam papers. i know im a damn fool jus going around pulling down 303 average im such a sucker ass. sorry 303 :(
last week has been fun, with holidays and all and
without my grandmother. went out, orchard and stuff. lemon icecream. sentosa.
this week has been full of crap. and it's only wednesday, for goodness sake. spare me.
when i ask myself what have i been doing the whole of this year i dono what to say what to think. i thot i had been so determined to work hard after my shitty results last year but oh well. i had disappointed myself once again? sometimes i wondeer what the hell am i doing in IP and in nanyang im such a loser it's actually a shame to have a student like me. going into hwa cheong? dream on if ure continuing like that. that. don make hwa cheong feel ashamed of having a student like you. my gawdd.
i knew i cannot do it. i knew i cant do anything. loser ass.